Be you, be true, be free
Life
Current
What I want versus what I seek has no alignment. Clarity through chaos will help me find myself. However, I am not lost, I am stuck. My anger is buried deep within me, slowly sufficating like carbon monoxide, in which I’m the only one breathing it in. Silently alone.
Will I be satisfied? What can I control?
I’d rather take the odds of what is, over what it could never be.
life
Isn’t bad but it isn’t great
Isn’t fast but it isn’t slow
I’m not tired but I don’t have the energy
Life
The confusion of it is unreal,
The distinct factor of it is blurred
What is life? The Significance is to live yes
Yet most of us aren’t truly living
Life
TREASURE
I’d never let go
Ur secrets in my soul
I know that I can find
One that I can call mine
You never really know
When the one you love will go
So you keep it all inside
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Until one day
~F.T
IT LET OUT
Sad tears stain my pillow
Its fabric filled with salt and sorrow
Yet there’s no reason for it
The tears happen and they just don’t quit
That’s just life for me.
~F.T
the MENTAL
You ever try running from something you can’t outrun?
Somehow, I’m stuck in a never-ending loop
I have extreme highs and extreme lows
My days go from gold to blows
I can’t explain why I feel the way I do
But all I know is what I feel is true
From the reds and yellows to blacks and blues
My poor emotional soul just doesn’t know what to do
Great days become the worst, worst days become the best
That’s just life for me.
I can’t really explain the rest
~F.T